Under attack, there's nowhere for me to go. Enduring the abuse pounding down on my flesh. Not trying to play a victim, just dealing with my reality. Questioning my worth, questioning my choices. Why is this where I choose to be? Why was I born with this burning desire to be different. To take on the world, full force. Running around, all day. Being rejected, all day. Is it worth it? Deep down I know what's important; family, friends, our Savior...I cry out. I cry from the deepest pit of my stomach. Help me! Guide me! This is not what I want. Sitting on this floor alone, confused, broken, is not what I want. Under attack! These thoughts pollute my mind. Unhealthy waves of fear flow through me. A moment I know will pass. These awful thoughts wear me down. I am a child of GOD! With the strength of The Lord, I will get through this. My eyes close, He wraps His arms around me. The only one I need. The only one I seek. Thank you, Lord, for loving me no matter how broken I am. No matter how much I stumble, no matter how much I fail. You are always there. You fight off the enemy! You strengthen my heart. You deserve all the glory. Under attack, no more. No evil shall touch me. No evil shall consume me because I am a child of GOD!